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i'm updating! wee! ashley threatened to beat dat ass if i didn't.
things have been going pretty good lately. surprisingly, i'm making pretty good grades in college. (except math, of course!) it's so awesome, only having to go to class a few hours every day. if you're still in high school, you suck.
i went to boone on friday to pick ashley up. i like it a lot up there! all of her friends were really cool and her dorm is the shiz. i was happy to see sidney again too! we went to the mast general store and bought tons of candy. mmmm.
the only thing that sucks about recently is i haven't talked to john in about a week, and i miss him. he's coming back friday, though!!
i'm ready for christmas. i want to watch christmas movies and wrap christmas presents!! i can't wait!!
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[04 Sep 2005|09:35pm] |
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i'm updating just for ashley, because she asked me to, and i love her.
ok so things have gotten a little better since my last depressing post. i started my classes at forsyth tech, and while they're not the greatest things ever, they're tolerable. and i think that's really all that matters. the people there are way nicer than i expected, and i've made a few friends. also, ashley's been coming home on the weekends, which makes things so much easier. i'm so glad she likes it in boone.. i was so worried about her moving away from home, but she's doing great!
i'd also like to say that any fucking dickheads who think its ok to let yourself get distracted by something trivial and lame like a cigarette when you're operating a motor vehicle, i hate you. because it's people like you who cause wrecks and hurt sweet little grannies like ashley's. assholes.
john is going to fort wainwright on friday, which means i won't get to talk to him for three weeks. i just hope that his jump goes well, and that he's not too cold up there! ilovehimsomuchlykeOMG!!1
in other news...today is my daddy's 48th birthday. i love him so much too!
that's all for now!
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god, i feel like crap. it's just been one of those weeks, ya know? i don't really even know why i'm so depressed.
wait...yes i do. ashley leaves for boone tomorrow. i'm really excited for her, but it's like it didn't really sink in that she was leaving until i was leaving her house this morning. that's when i got all weepy. i already feel lonely, and she hasn't even left yet! i just hate that my boyfriend is gone, and now my best friend is going to be gone too. i know i'm being dramatic, because she'll be home a lot, and i know she would never forget about me. i'm just going to miss her a lot.
plus, i saw something today that really upset me. i'm not going to go into detail about what it was, but it really hurt. i know it shouldn't matter, but it does to me, and i can't get it out of my mind. i dunno...i just feel really crappy.
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ashley and stacy both changed the layouts on their journals, so being the conformist that i am, i had to do the same! mine's orange, which is a color i don't normally give a lot of thought. but i like it.
a lot of things are coming up pretty soon. i start my new job on monday, and classes start at forsyth tech on the 22nd. plus, ashley's moving to boone on the 19th. =( but i really don't like to think about that one. it's going to be so weird when she's gone...i'm really going to miss my buddy. i mean bad. i'm looking forward to the other two though...i need to start doing something again, because i think i'm starting to put down roots in front of my tv. i think i'll like working with stacy. i won't be nervous or anything, because i know if i mess up she won't judge me. and if she does, i'll just beat her up when we get home!
i found out yesterday that john won't be coming home for christmas. i was really upset, but then i realized i was being kind of selfish, because i mean imagine how he must feel. i'm trying really hard to think of a way to help him have a good christmas, but it's tough. i know he just wants to come home, which is pretty much the one thing i can't give him, and that breaks my heart.
i got one free song download from walmart.com off the inside of my poptarts box, and i don't know which song to pick. and i want to burn a cd, but i don't know how. and stacy's already gone to bed. damn.
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well, let's see. it's been over a month since i last updated, so i guess i'll write about what i've been up to, for everyone that's dying to know. yeah, i know you are.
i got back from my awesome wonderful fantastic trip to alaska yesterday. i got to spend five days with john, and they were amazing. he showed me around anchorage, which was cool, but more than anything i just loved being with him. we tried to pack in as much as we could in our short time together, and i'll remember it forever. i just wish he could have come home with me. i love that boy, and i am going to marry him.
today is ashley's birthday!! my best buddy is the big 1-8!! (HAPPY BIRTHDAY ASHLEY!!) tomorrow we're leaving for the beach, and i'm very excited. i want to spend as much time as i can with her before she leaves for college, because that's going to be really hard. i know she's going to love it, but it's going to be weird not hanging out all the time. =(
i don't really feel like posting anymore right now..
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wow...ok so it's been a really long time since i've updated. sorry about that. i suppose i could fill everyone in on what i've been up to. i suppose...
let's see...oh yeah! i graduted! yay for me! no more high school! thank God! i'm waiting to "miss it" like everyone promised i would. not quite yet. maybe it takes some time, but i'm guessing it's not gonna happen. now it's on to college. forsyth tech had better watch out for this crazy biotch.
i got back from the beach yesterday. seeing the ocean always makes me feel so alone. i tried to explain it to stacy, but it came out making me sound insane. it's like, when i'm standing on the beach, i feel like i'm on the edge of the earth or something. it kind of makes me realize just how small and insignificant i really am. i don't like that feeling.
plus it makes me miss my boyfriend. :( but then again, what doesn't?
ashley and i went shopping today. for some reason i almost just typed her name "ashlee", like ashlee simpson. but i know that if i did that, she would probably rip my face off. anyway, it felt great to get back in the mall and do what we do best. we were ashamed for neglecting shopping as long as we did, and we vowed it wouldn't happen again. i missed my partner in crime!
john left for australia on friday, and i'm going crazy. i want to talk to him so bad i can hardly stand it. but it's only for two weeks, so i guess it's not too bad. i just hope his jump went ok, and i hope he's not getting beaten up by kangaroos. pray for my babycakes.
but guess what!! in one month from today, i will be getting off of an airplane in anchorage, alaska and seeing him for the first time in four and a half months. i don't think i could possibly be more excited. if i was, my head would probably explode or something. i love him so much!
well this was a long post. it should do me for another two months or so. maybe less, if you're lucky! i'm gonna go watch the suite life of zach and cody on disney channel west! wee! ;D
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i think it's time to update. my birthday came and went, and it was nice. my mom and i spent the day shopping, and john sent me some really pretty clothes and soft stuffed animals to sleep with. it's fun being 18, because the other day ashley and i went to see amityville horror (i totally spelled that wrong) and they carded me, and i was thinking "hell yes. i'm 18."
aaanyway..prom is this weekend. i'm excited about it, because it's just gonna be me and ashley and a whole bunch of our friends. i love ashley's dress. she looks sooo pretty in it. i'm excited about mine too, because it's a nice color. i've almost gotten everything together for it, so i'm not stressing out too bad. then, may 6th is our senior trip to carowinds!! that's gonna be so fun. and closely following that, graduation!! (holy shit!)
i got to talk to john a lot this weekend, and it was so nice. sometimes when we talk it's almost like we're not as far apart as we are. his birthday is on sunday, and i've just about gotten all his gifts together. i want to make it special for him, even though he's so far away. i love that boy, and i can't wait to see him. <3<3
school is so close to being over...gahh, i can't wait!!
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i think i'll update! lucky you. let's see...it's officially spring! i'm so glad. i'm ready for it to be hot outside. stacy's birthday was last month, and she got tickets to the race at martinsville. i'm happy that she got them, because she loves that stuff, and i know it's what she wanted more than anything. i got two new bathing suits this week. they're really cute. one is all ruffly with little flowers on it, and the other is red and white. john said i'm not allowed to wear them until he comes home, because i look so damned HAWT in them. you know it. aaanyway...
ashley and i went shopping today, and it was fun. then we came back to my house and watched that movie "closer", which wasn't so fun. because that movie sucked, and it was really gross. i really don't see why it won all those awards. and jude law was an asshole in it.
my birthday is in eight days!! i'm so excited about being eighteen. i don't know why i'm that excited...it's not like i smoke or look at porn or anything. but i am excited, regardless. and you should be too!
i miss john like crazy. =( but at least i know he's safe, and hopefully i'll see him for a few weeks this summer! right now he's at the mall in alaska, buying me birthday presents! i love that boy. <3<3
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i seriously considered getting rid of this journal, but then i decided i just couldn't do that to all my dedicated fans. so i'll update, and fill everyone in on what's been going on with me lately.
ok soooo....huge change of plans with john. i was all counting on him getting sent to bragg and coming home every weekend, but instead he got sent to alaska. which is thousands of miles away. which sucks so bad. now he'll miss prom, my birthday, his birthday, and my graduation. he came home for about ten days before he had to go, then he left last saturday. by now i'm pretty used to the whole being away from him thing, but now it's a million times worse, because there's a four hour difference in our time zones. so we hardly ever talk, either. it's tough. but at least we talk some, and it could be way worse. he could be in iraq. so i'm thankful.
on a lighter note, things are starting to pick up. it's springtime, which means my birthday and graduation are rapidly approaching. i can't wait!!
oh crap, speaking of things i can't wait for....tuesday night is going to be the GREATEST! why's that, you ask? oh alright, i'll tell you. because i get to see ryan cabrera LIVE! i'm so excited. i think he is wonderful, and now i'm gonna see him in concert. i can't believe it. john got me his cd for christmas, and i LOVE IT! stacy and ashley are going with me, because they can't resist the ryan cabrera coolness either. and if you don't like him, too bad. because ryan cabrera > you.
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well, it's been a while, so i figured i'd update real quick. i finally got my prom dress! ashley and i went to southern bride with my mom last week and we both got ours. ashley's is white this year, and mine is goldish yellow. they're both very pretty. i think the color of mine will go really well with john's uniform, so i'm excited. and ashley and i are going to make kendall and john learn the napoleon dynamite dance with us so we can all do it at prom. because we are that damn awesome.
not a lot has been going on other than that. valentine's day came and went, and i got beautiful red roses from john. i get to see him this weekend, and we're gonna watch the notebook together! weeee! i love that boy.
i'm so glad things are better for a beloved friend of mine. because she needs to be happy.<33
i watched american idol tonight, and i was not impressed. there's a few guys i really like so far, but some of them make me kinda sick. i like constantine though, and the german guy.
emerick, out!!
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soooo, i'm back from georgia. i had the best time ever. i was so proud of john. he looked so handsome in his fancy uniform, and he chose me to put his blue chord on him at the turning blue ceremony. that's the thing that signifies that he's an infantryman, and i was so honored to be able to put it on him. then friday at his graduation he looked so professional, marching around and all. thursday he got a pass until 7, so i got to spend about five hours with him then, and friday he got to leave at noon, right after graduation. that was great, because we ended up staying in georgia an extra night and i got to spend a ton of time with him! plus i got to meet all his army buddies. it was so fun.
i took like a million pictures (of course). i'll put those on here later. i'm too lazy now.
we went to virginia today to play the lottery. i won five dollars, then lost like twenty. then i threw away my lucky penny.
it's supposed to snow wednesday! ahh, i hope so.
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hey hey! i figured i'd update, and fill everyone in on how my last semester of high school is gonna be. first period i have art, which is awesome, as usual. i had to buy a ton of paint though, and it was expensive. second period i have pre calculus. it's really hard, but jesse kelly is in there, and we always quote napoleon dynamite, and i laugh. third period i have that art internship with ashley (which is great, of course)! it's fun, because we have total freedom, that we abuse, of course. then fourth period i have chemistry. it's soooo freaking boring. but bobby sits behind me and makes me laugh, so it's ok. all in all, it's way better than last semester.
i went shopping with my mom today, because i needed some new clothes for john's graduation this week. i am the best shopper ever. i got 1.5 outfits and two pairs of earrings for $30. how cool am i? my mom got all pissed at the cashier at charlotte russe. it was funny. i can't wait to see john. that new skirt i got is gonna knock him off his feet. =D
ashley spent the night last night, and we had fun, until she shattered my collar bone. actually, we had fun after that too. haha! we watched mean girls and laughed our asses off.
i stole this from jesse! (again!)
hahaha! a raver. that's funny. all i need are some glowsticks. oh yeah, and to be a faggot.
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well, after eighteen absolutely perfect days with john, he's gone back to georgia. He left yesterday morning at about 11. We spent the whole morning together (of course) and i cried like a baby when we said goodbye (of course). it was so hard to have him back for a short time then have to say goodbye again. but things will get easier soon, hopefully. i get to go see him graduate on the 14th (yay!), and after that he should be able to call me way more often. here's hoping he'll be home for prom! i love that boy. <3
ashley came over last night and she and stacy cheered me up. they're fun. we looked at my prom magazines and stuffed our faces. it was great. they're the greatest.
tomorrow i have to go back to school. i dread it, oh man i really do. but it will be okay. and would you like to know why? because it's my LAST SEMESTER OF HIGH SCHOOL!! i can't wait to graduate. in the word's of napoleon dynamite, "yesssss!"
i stole this from jesse kelly! wee!
1. what did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before? hmmm...that's tough. i left the country! and i learned what it feels like to lose a family member you're really close to. that sucked. there was probably a ton more stuff, but i'm too lazy to think.
2. did you keep your new years resolution, and will you make any for 2005? ehh, i didn't make any resolutions. i tried that before. i'm not very good at keeping them.
3. did anyone close to you give birth? nope! well, john's brother early had a baby, but he didn't actually give birth to it.
4. did anyone close to you die? yes, my wonderful beautiful perfect grandma. =(
5 . what countries did you visit? canada! it was neat.
6. what would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004? money! haha.
7. what date from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory, and why? september 15. that was the day john left for the army.
8. what was your biggest failure? i blame myself for my hamster's death. i didn't give him enough love.
9. did you suffer illness or injury? well, i got sick after eating some raviolis from the olive garden at the end of december.
10. what was the best thing you bought? i'm gonna go with the phantom planet shirt i bought at their show at ziggys. because then they signed it. =D
11. whose behavior merited celebration? my mom. she had to have a lot of strength to get through last year, and she did, of course!
12. whose behavior made you appalled and depressed? ashlee simpson. shame on her! she's a skidmark on snl history.
13. where did most of your money go? shopping with ashley, of course.
14. what did you get really really really excited about? hahaha. i get excited about everything. let's see, prom, going to the beach with ashley, the phantom planet show that changed my life, john coming home, and christmas!
15. what song will always remind you of 2004? john michael montgomery's "letters from home"
16. compared to this time last year, are you happier or sadder? definetly happier.
17. thinner or fatter? hmmm..about the same. maybe a tiny bit thinner.
18. richer or poorer? right this minute, poorer.
19. what do you wish you'd done more of? i wish i would've visited my grandma more while i had the chance.
20. what do you wish you'd done less of? worrying!
21. how did you spend christmas? i spent the morning with my mom, dad, and stacy, then the afternoon with them and my cousin and her baby, then christmas night with john!
22. did you fall in love in 2004? let's just say i fell in love with the same person all over again.
23. how many one night stands? none!
24. what was your favorite t.v. program? i love newlyweds. i can't help it. ashley got me hooked on fresh prince. and degrassi was crathee!
25. do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year? nah.
26. what was the best book that you read? the green mile was pretty good.
27. what was your greatest musical discovery? ryan cabrera! he's great.
28. what did you want and get? a lot of things, i guess.
29. what did you want and not get? another kitty.
30. what was your favorite film of this year? i dunno, either napoleon dynmaite or harry potter and the prisoner of azkaban
31. what did you do on your birthday, and how old were you? i was seventeen, but i can't remember what i did.
32. what one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying? publisher's clearing house knocking on my front door.
33. how would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004? i was a bum. i'm always a bum.
34. what kept you sane? ashley and my family
35. what celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most? keeping up with paris hilton's drama was pretty damn hilarious. this was the year i became addicted to star magazine.
36. what political issue stirred you the most? i refuse to answer this question. i'm sick of politics.
37. who did you miss? my grandma and john.
38. who was the best new person you met? kendall. he's a cool cat, and i'm glad ashley picked him!
39. tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2004? i learned that i'm way stronger than i thought i was.
40. quote a song lyric that sums up your year? "oblah dee, oblah da, life goes onnn, whoa whoa, life goes on!" =D
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hey hey! i figured i'd update really quick, just to wish everyone a hap, hap, happy thanksgiving!
i'm completely, one hundred percent off tomorrow! no school, no work, no nothing! i get to stuff my face and be lazy all day. the only thing that sucks is i missed out on going to see john with his mom and early, because i have to work friday. that makes me really sad, but i guess it'll be ok. i can talk to him on the phone. i just want to see him. =( three more weeks!
i really haven't been talking to God as much as i should be lately. i need Him more than ever now, and i haven't taken the time to listen to what He has to tell me. i'm going to start. right now.
i hope all of you have a wonderful thanksgiving. please be very careful, and enjoy yourself! and think about what you have to be thankful for. i have, a lot. i'll list them now!
*my beautiful family. i'm so lucky to have them. and even though i miss my grandma like crazy, i know she's spending her thanksgiving with Jesus this year.
*my fantastic friends. i would be nothing without them. coughASHLEYcough! to the old, and the new, i love you all!
*john. i know i haven't seen him in months, but he's still such a huge part of my life. i love him to death, and i can't wait to see him!
*my health. i saw this thing in the grocery store the other day raising money for kids with cancer. it made me so sad to think that some children have to go through something so terrible, but i think it's a tragedy when i fail a test. honestly, i'm ashamed.
*all of the other things i have that many don't. i.e, a home, food, clothes, and money. i'm so entirely grateful.
there. now it's your turn. =D i'm going to wrap this up. happy turkey day, kids!
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oh gahh. i am so tired. i'm gonna make this a short one. sorry guys.
today was busy busy busy. we had switcheroo day at school, so i had to teach mr. mitchell and mrs. shick's classes. mrs. shick's class made me nervous, because they all seem pretty smart. mr. mitchell's classes were just annoying, though. all these creepy little freshman kept asking me if i have a boyfriend, and throwing their phone numbers at me. so i told them that i just so happen to have the best boyfriend ever! (and he's in the army, and he could totally kick their asses...)
after school my mom said darla from work called, so i called her back, and she told me i needed to work today. so i worked five to close, which wasn't so bad, because darla is fun. i like her. we goofed off and talked about the swan while we worked. it went by fast, but now my legs are killing me and i'm dog tired. i'm going to be saying "great gifts at delias! this is joni, how can i help you?" in my freaking sleep.
but guess what! a month from now, john will be home, and everything will be perfect!!
i'm off to bed! goodnight, kiddies!
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FIRSTS
First best friend: kendra, in kindergarten, until she drank out of my juice box.
First real kiss: john!
First break-up: ian baugess in 1st grade. i just wasn't feeling it.
First screen name: hansongirl13 =D
First self purchased album: ricky martin
First funeral: my grandma<3
First pet: Well, we had mickey when i was born, but everyone said minnie was "mine"
First piercing/tattoo: ears
First love: john!
First enemy: hmmm...that's a tough one.
First big trip: i guess florida when i was six months old.
First music you remember hearing in your house: whoa, i dunno. ace of base?
LASTS
Last cigarette: never, biiatch!
Last kiss: john, seven weeks ago.<3
Last library book checked out: the green mile
Last movie seen: the ring, in teacher cadet.(it scared mr. sands!)
Last beverage drank: kool-aid!
Last food consumed: almond joy
Last crush: john =D
Last phone call: my mom
Last time showered: this morning (i think..)
Last shoes worn: my rip off birkenstocks. they're so comfy.
Last item bought: an ornament to paint for john!
Last annoyance: my job.
Last time scolded: i dunno, but i'm sure it was recently.
well, that was fun. i figured i'd update, since i haven't in a while. things have been going pretty well. i am so glad the elections are over! i'm sick of listening to it. i was very pleased with most of the results, except a certain local blip that i won't go into detail about...coughstraightticketredneckassholescough.
a lot has been going on, but i'm way too lazy to sit here and type it out. i got a job at delias. i'm glad, because i was really starting to worry about how i was going to pay for christmas presents. (speaking of, i got john the most awesome gift today!)
i got two letters from john today. they were sweet and wonderful, as usual. i miss him so much, but i've gotten used to him being gone, so it isn't quite as difficult anymore. but i think about him coming home everyday... and i can't wait!!! =D ilovemyboyfriend!!
ok, i have to write about one thing, just because it was so damn funny. for halloween, ashley and kendall dressed up like the spartan cheerleaders from snl. they memorized the cheers and everything, and it was the funniest thing EVER. "i'm your friend too, and i won't give you cramps!" i love it!
i think i'm gonna head to bed. i feel the beginnings of an illness, and i'm praying it's not the flu.
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hey hey! it's been a while, but i'm doing better about updating this stupid thing. not much has been going on with me. i took the SATs on the 9th. i'm so freaking glad to have that over with. i really don't give a damn if my scores go up or not. i'm never taking that test again.
oh yay! last night was great. i went to wal mart with my mom, and while we were there, john called me! i was so happy. i normally don't get a signal on my gay cell phone when i'm in a building, but i got to talk to him for about ten minutes, and it was wonderful. it had been about three weeks since i had last talked to him on the phone before then. he really made my day. hell, he made my whole month. i miss him so much, but his letters and phone calls are making things a lot easier. I LOVE HIM!
ashley didn't get to come over last night because she had to go to a golf tournament, but it's cool. today i caught up on some homework, wrote john, and watched the fresh prince all day! i'm going shopping with my mom tomorrow, so that should be fun! i love these relaxing weekends. anything's better than being in school! i can't wait to graduate.
ciao!
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[03 Oct 2004|01:22pm] |
well i promised i would update again soon. so here i go! yesterday morning my parents took me to boone to the app state open house. i liked it up there...but i dunno. the campus is huge. but the people seemed cool, and way nicer than those elon snobs that stacy had to deal with.
then, last night, ashley came over. we watched like four hours of true life (bite me..that show is awesome) and i won our bet! muah ha ha! one dollar, baby. then, we got all excited because snl was new, but it turned out to suck ass. if all they're going to do is make political jokes until november, i'm not going to even bother, because they're stupid. but some parts of it were kinda funny, and we had a good time.
i'm still missing john like crazy (of course). i love him so much, and it's really hard to see other girls who get to have their boyfriends around all the time. but it's ok, because "distance makes the heart grow fonder" (thanks, hayley. that made me feel better <3) that sounds so cheesy, but it couldn't be more true. i realize how important he is to me now. i love him SO MUCH, and i can't wait to see him. =D
ilovehimilovehimilovehim!!
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[20 Sep 2004|05:24pm] |
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wow...i haven't updated this thing in forever.
i need to change the layout, too. it's ugly. too bad i don't care.
well. john's gone to the army. i miss him so much already, and i know it probably isn't going to get any easier. i love him so much, and i realize that now more than ever. i feel like if i could just give him one more kiss, or just hug him one more time, i'll be ready to not see him for a while. but it's cool. i'm gonna wait for him, and when he comes home, everything will be perfect.
for now i'm off. i'll check back soon, maybe. =D
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[19 Apr 2004|10:00pm] |
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i never know how to start out these stupid journal entries. so i figured hey, why not try bitching?
it works. i'll go with it.
today was our field trip to the biltmore estate. it was alright, but a little disappointing. it was great because ashley and i got to spend the whole day together, but it kinda sucked too. especially when dylan mottsinger elbowed the shit out of my chin.
but joey tripping on the stairs and our new friend michael getting burned by the tour guide made up for it.
gahh, i'm so lazy. i don't want to post.
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